crl1Lots of waves today :-D

My hubby is coming back from business travels later, yay. Not so fun being alone.. I need my best friend <3

I have not been the most happy person lately and a lack of sleep due to fear of low blood sugar levels during the night sure ain’t helping the mood! I am quite obsessive about the whole thing as I am terrified I wont wake up, end up in a coma and possibly die. The chances of that happening aren’t very high and I hope I will start to relax a bit more about it soon as it is making me very depressed and stressed. I usually set the alarm on several times during the night to check.. Then I have to check the phone a million times to make sure that the alarm is actually on (which it is!) a lot of OCD going on :-( The fear probably stems a bit from all the low blood sugar levels I experienced last year, due to injecting the insulin into my thigh muscle by mistake. It is quite scary when that happens, not a pleasant feeling…I do it in my stomach now which is much better and safer for me :-) I hope this anxiety is just a phase that will ease off a bit along the way as I didn’t use to be this bad! :-) Sorry for the not so uplifting post today, I hope I didn’t bum any of you out :-)

crl2Put a smile on :-)

I hope you are doing great and just want to wish you a good day :-)

xx

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